One step at a time. That's the only way to get through this. I have to live minute to minute. Try not to get too absorbed in the uncertainty of life. My future. I've been thinking a lot about my future these last few days. What's been heavily weighing on my mind are my finances. Thankfully, I had an appointment today with a financial adviser. She was of great help. We put together a plan for the next year. I'll be able to keep the house, but I'll have to closely monitor my spending. What a relief! I still have a few things that need doing on my part to make it all happen, though my finances are making more sense now and I feel really good about it.
We had our final visit with Dr.Truschiem on Monday. We were shown Eric's final MRI from Monday. The cancer has spread to over 60% of his brain. Looking at the scan made it seem like the cancer was every where, though we've been told that the cancer hasn't spread to some of the more crucial parts of the brain. This means more time for Eric, though the beginning estimate of 4-6 weeks was correct. We've initiated hospice care. We have arranged the first hospice visit for this Friday. They'll do an assessment and set up a schedule. They'll also sit down with us to discuss end-of-life details and palliative care....from what I hear, they're of great help. I know we're at a point where we need it. It's time.
I have been devoting time to myself. Eric's mom has ensured that I get out almost daily. She's so sweet. I went out to the bookstore yesterday and sat with a warm cup of coffee and graphic design publication. I did so for a few hours. I then visited with a friend at Cafe Latte for dinner. She's one of my favorite photographers in the whole wide world..I just adore her work. Krysten Halek. If you live in the Twin Cities area and you're in the market for a photographer, contact her and set up an appointment. Lately, she been so busy. It's that time of year. The holiday season always brings a round of people looken' for professional photos. I'm so glad I had an opportunity to catch up with her. Thanks Krysten! Tomorrow, I'll be meeting up with another friend for lunch at good'ol Olive Garden. Num. More catchen' up to do.
I need to get some scrapbooking done. It's been a few days. It's missen' me. Got some photos of Eric and Ethan that need a home. I'll post another update in a few days.
